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otherwise known as Kishi Tries To Forget All The Bucky Torture In Comic Canon But Fails On A Daily Basis
//shaky thumbs up as she cries

So. I've been reading Ed Brubaker's Captain America and when they introduce Winter Soldier and all this messed up stuff happens and you can't think Bucky and Steve can take anymore pressure from the universe being mean to them IT GETS KICKED UP A NOTCH. IT IS JUST SO SAD OH MY GOSH I have literally cried a ridiculous amount just from reading what happens to Bucky and we're not even beginning to discuss Steve's side of things--

One of the many first kicks to the feels for me was when Bucky remembers who he is and he just runs away from Steve out of shame and disgust with himself and breaks down in tears over remembering everything and I'm sitting here crying just as hard AND I HAVENT KILLED ANYONE
PSA: DON'T READ THE COMICS UNLESS YOU HAVE A HEART OF ICE OR YOU CAN TAKE ALL THE FEELS IT IS NOT FOR THE FAINTHEARTED

One thing I can't really stand in comic-verse (ok I'm not ok with the feels but I'll tolerate that) is how buff Bucky is drawn? I mean sure he's got a badass metal arm and all but I don't really see why he'd be as bulky as Steve. The Winter Soldier's meant to be a freaking assassin ninja guy for crying out loud you think he'd be good at his job if he's a walking brick wall?! I get the whole superhero physique deal but srsly Bucky shouldn't be that huge he used to do covert ops back in the day too ok
Also they always keep emphasising Bucky's inferiority complex because he was always a regular human who worked alongside superhumans and he always had to prove himself to be as good as them, so for him to have the exact same build as Steve just always felt wrong.

ALSO IT'S SO WEIRD THAT BLACK WIDOW IS THE ONLY ONE WHO CALLS HIM "JAMES"?! I get they're supposed to be a couple but I KINDA FORGOT THAT WAS HIS NAME?! Catches me off guard every time I see it lol

I thought it was really cute how Bucky's civilian outfit (top right) sports a star on his left arm haha I mean yeah Marvel had to make sure you recognised Bucky immediately but it was just a really sweet touch.

The more I look at this, the more I keep thinking that this is probably Cinematic!Bucky and I just havent come to terms with all the feels in the comics lol
Lots of great things happen, but a lot of great things also DONT happen and I'm not ok with some of the things that didn't happen. I'm still super scared for the third Cap movie and where they'll go with that because at this rate I'm not getting through the trilogy in one piece :'D

Anyway. More stuff with the copic colouring brush, I really like it! I think I'm getting the hang of it now and while I don't think I'll use this for full drawings just yet (if ever?) it gives a nice look for sketches.

Enjoy!


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Isenval's avatar
I haven't read the comics yet...but now I want to cry too :'( Bucky has suffered enough. Seriously, this is so cute!